It has been a whileeee

Wow, so its been almost 4 years since I've been on here and honestly I haven't written much in that time period. Here and there it just feels good to write. So I'm still living in Tampa...I graduated with my Bachelor of Art's Theatre Degree in Spring 2014. I bartend and serve at Chili's still. I feel like I missed writing all the best parts of my college experience, but that's because I was too busy living the experience..There were a lot of great friends, a lot of long nights, so much EDM, beer pong for days, and truly the best memories. I had two serious relationships with two great guys, Marcus and Greg. I have so many great memories with both of these men during my college years experiencing EDC,going to shows in Ybor, time with family, and having a great time with their circle of friends. Great memories, but obviously it just didn't work out. I have kind of enjoyed the single life once again, trying to decide what move to take next on my career path. I currently work with a company AIM, on productions when needed,which is a youth theatre education program that I love. I'm  also about to begin instructing at a studio which I'm very excited about. I have learned that the 20's sure are hard. You're at the age where your family starts asking what you wanna do with your life, what are you gonna do with a theatre degree, have you met anybody? The questions are never ending. They don't mean it in a bad way, but they just don't know that we don't know! My passion is theatre,but there are 1000 different paths I could take to lead down different side branches of theatre and its all quite confusing. And then there's love. Oh, how hard it is to be a hopeless romantic nowadays. Relationships are so different and hard. Very hard. We are in the age of tinder, and match.com and eharmony. You search through men swiping left or right,going so fast that your soulmate could easily be hidden. But who finds true love on the internet? But how do people even meet people nowadays? Everyone goes out and stays in their own little cliques....or goes out in couples. You can't just "meet" your soulmate. There is no formula for it....you don't know when, who, what, or how it's going to happen, but you just keep hoping and praying that the day will come that you find that one person who will love you the way you want to be loved and you will love them even more than that. But anyways, the 20's are hard. The truth is I'm a Bartender working at Chili's trying to figure out what to do with this piece of paper that cost alot of money to get. My heart is in theatre- and my heart is also in the North...I contemplate moving up there alot. Boston is on my mind now. I live with Celeste now who I work with as well. She came with me to Rhode Island for a summer trip and we took the train to Boston for the night. It was such an awesome city. So artsy and so alive. I want to apply to Grad school in Boston...I really really do. We will see what happens. I just turned 24 a couple days ago..yikes. I feel old...where did the time go? Spent my birthday with my wonderful Tampa friends Amanda,Steff, Celeste,and Jess and we went to Jackson's. We got VIP and had a great time with Ciroc lol. Right now I'm just working and saving money and going with the flow....Not much else to say I guess...Waiting for my heart to know the deeper questions in my life...like where my heart belongs, or a future husband. For now I am trying to better myself, auditiion, work multiple theatre teaching jobs,bartend,meet people off Tinder because hey why not? I'm young and have a traveling soul and I definitely have to get some globe trotting done before i hopefully settle down one day...hopefully I'm not a cat lady forever..lol. Oh yeah, I have a cat....his name is Mufasa. Meow.